1 - Give us the Truth we Need - Peter Heppner
2 - Somebody II (People Theatre's Imaptience Mix) - Parralox
3 - Torn Realities (Solar Fake remix)  Rotersand
4 - Love Me, Hold Me, Kill Me - Espermachine
5 - Black Roses (Reworked) - Blutengel
6 - Apostate - Venal Flesh
7 - The Saint - Lights of Euphoria
8 - Her Fire (Ivardensphere Remix) - Avarice in Audio
9 - Waiting For the Storm - Decoded Feedback
10 - Drop the Beat - Memmaker
11 - Code-thulhu - Hardcore Pond
12 - V11393 - KVB

Welcome to episode 29 of Cemetery Confessions! On this month’s episode we are talking about self identity and leaving the goth subculture, we have some movie news, and we are review the new album from Espermachine. For the philosophy corner, we speak with Emma about her doctorate research on the goth scene, it’s aesthetics, and what keeps members a part of the culture into old age.

Our guest this month is Xavier! You can find his projects here:
Kinderen van Moeder Aarde, YoutTube, The Marchesa Casati, Dark Entries (English), Peek-a-boo Magazine, Dark Entries (Dutch), Personal Blog (Dutch)

If you enjoy the show, please consider supporting us on Patreon.
You can E-mail us at CemeteryConfessions@gmail.com

Conversation about the Belgium Goth Scene 1:10

News: 18:01

12 Ways to Survive as an Ex-Goth

Quick News: 1:01:47

-Trash and Vaudeville moving
-Crow Director Disses the Remake
-Fields of the Nephilim Return

Album Review: 1:14:00

Espermachine - Third

Philosophy Corner: 1:30:24

We are interviewing Emma tonight about socio-aesthetic experiences of culture, cultural history, viewing goth as a culture rather than subculture, and the sociology of design; specifically how that translates into communities of belonging especially among goths. Emma is now undertaking a PhD as a participant researcher. She recently conducted the largest ever survey about goth, among participants of the culture for that very project, which is titled Just a Phase?  Goth subculture as an identity constant beyond youth.

On this installment of Gothropology, Griffin Ced and your haunted host Brit-El discuss Ostara and the spring equinox: the finding of inner peace and stability whilst weathering the turmoil of others, and harnessing the creative forces in the season of change. The revealing nature of the season's light, the potential of spring as the transgender-oriented, gender-negatory festival of the Wheel, the strength of the tide... join in on the conversation on stirring energy and awakening light. Griffin and Brit-El also discuss the need to drink directly from the Well of creation on our own rather than glorifying actions in the past, of giving honor to the Hero rather than celebrating the Victim, and another way to celebrate easter: Odin!

What are the right questions that open the most interesting doors? Tune in for insight on the tides that rush to push the awakening of spirit, and follow The Green Man's events on their calendar and Facebook.

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1. Axodry - Suspense (New Age Gore Mix)
2. Will - Summoning
3. Cure - Push
4. Frozen Autumn - Sperm Like Honey
5. à;GRUMH - In the Garden
6. Siouxsie and the Banshees - Painted Bird
7. Gary Numan - Berserker
8. Ministry - Say You're Sorry
9. Romeo Void - Out on my Own (Dance Mix)
10. Cabaret Voltaire - Why Kill Time When You Can Kill Yourself?
11. Xmal Deutschland - Polarlicht
12. Qual - Geometry of Wounds
13. Blok 57 - There's Nothing Real
14. Selofan - In The Darkness
15. Holger Hiller - Das Feuer
16. Executive Slacks - 30 Years
17. Red Lorry Yellow Lorry - Spinning Round (12" Crash Mix)
18. Leningrad Sandwich - Meatfactory
19. Bauhaus - Sanity Assassin
20. Book of Love - Lost Souls
21. Schadenfraude - Blood
22. Kontravoid - Silent Visions
23. FORCES - Idolize
24. Invisible Limits - Shadows
25. Martin Dupont - Inside Out
26. Silent EM - Singular Malice
27. New Order - Angel Dust
28. Click Click - Rotor Babe
29. Klinik - Talking to a Stranger
30. Luminance - No Second Act
31. Poésie Noire - Tragedy
32. Youth Code - Carried Mask

Black out in the bat house : Episode 29
Dj. Ely BaT

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1: The Square peg-echos of war
2: La Voz De tus Ausentes- pensamiento
3: The Stars That Wouldn't Shine - Tchiakovsky
4: Decade - diva diva
5: This Vale of Tears- 7-17
6: Baby Horror- Halloween
7: The Nuns - I monster
8: The Cramps - Strychnine
9: Thrill of the Pull- green to red
10: The Wild Flowers- melt like ice
11: In Excelsis - One day
12: Fallen Apart - decay
13: Suicidas - vertigo

Gothropology is the show that discusses ancient traditions, spirituality and regeneration- the guide to come and take you by the hand into unknown pleasures. Today, Brit-El speaks with S.J. Tucker, beloved singer-songwriter of the otherworldly persuasion. Sooj discusses Brit-El divulge their love of Damh the Bard, opening the gates for Sooj’s love of her pagan fans who claimed her as their own, upcoming festival gigs and the soon-arriving Green Album, a collaborative feat including such names as Sharon Knight, Damh the Bard, Spiral Dance, Mama Gina LaMonte and many more.

You can find S.J. online at her website, twitter, Facebook and keep up with her on her concert calendar! Find her music on Spotify, Pandora and more.
Follow Brit-El on Facebook, Twitter and Feral Pagan Thinker. You can also find her episodes on the Goth podcast network, The Belfry.

DJ Depraved is back with new tracks, and even managed to get DJ Dante's Prayer along for the ride this month.

DJ Depraved
IAMX - North Star (Mr. Kitty Remix)
L'Ame Immortelle - Changes (Re-Recorded 2015)
Parralox - Wildlife (7TH Heaven Club Mix)
Bradley - Tonight

DJ Dante's Prayer
Dance With the Dead - Graveyard Shift
Le Matos (Feat. Pawws) - No Tomorrow
Ashbury Heights - The Number 22
Conjure One (Feat. Hannah) Kill the Fear
Snog - Apocalypse Fatigue

DJ Depraved
Blutengel - Ein Augenblick (Symphonic Versio Live Auf Dem Gothik Meet Klassik)

The Catacombs w/ DJ Gomez:

1. Iris- Phenom
2. Mesh- How Long? (Assemblage 23 remix)
3. Foretaste- Alone With People Around
4. Echo Image- Neverending Story (fantasian mix)
5. Fr/Action- My Heart Goes Bang Bang
6. Mind.In.a.Box- 8 Bits
7. Absurd Minds- Stop the Fall (Cephalgy mix)
8. Code 64- Stasis (radio edit)
9. Torul- Try
10. The Parallel Project- Alchemy
11. Culture Kultur- Sieged
12. Kite- True Colours
13. Tenek- A New Foundation

This month we are going to spend a lot of time talking about music, its relevance in the goth scene today, some of the history and evolution of the genre, and some of our favorite albums. We are going to review the newest album from the band Savages, and at the end of the show, we have an interview with The Blogging Goth, in which we discuss the concept of hate crimes, the goth scene in England, and WGW among other topics.

Our guests this month are Michelle and Trae!

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You can E-mail us at CemeteryConfessions@gmail.com

~Our Favorite Albums 2:00

News:

-Traditional Goth is Dead, Long Live Modern Goth 26:57
      -Reference: Michelle and The Count's Response

-Goth Music in the 80's 1:16:23

Album Review: 1:42:15

Savages - Adore Life

Interview:

We sit down with Tim Sinister over at The Blogging Goth, to talk about elitism, WGW, hate crimes, goth culture in England, and other hot topics.

Sinister Suggestions: 2:51:42

-B-Movie: Lust & Sound in West-Berlin

1 - North Star (Mr. Kitty Mix) - IAMX
2 - Fortunes Faded - Sinestar
3 - I Remember - Mechanical Apfelsine
4 - Ship of Fools (Single Edit) - Accessory
5 - Selfless Toy - Bahntier
6 - Chronophage - Iszoloscope
7 - Flesh Grinder (Centhron Remix) - Mordacious
8 - P-S-D - Noisuf-X
9 - Noise Monsters - Phosgore
10 - Last Resort (Substaat Staatmix) - Komputergirl
11 - Escape Gravity - Faderhead
12 - River (Radio Version) - Electro Spectre
13 - Elysion - Aeon Sable
14 - Love Still Remains - Angels of Liberty
15 - Being - The Soft Moon

Black out in the bat house .: Episode 28
Dj. Ely Bat

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1: Screams For Tina - Judgement Day
2: Eat Your Make-Up - I Was The Murderer
3: KURRAKÄ - Lunar Eclipse 
4: Escarlatina Obsessiva - Deny! Deny!
5: Crashblack Big Orange - Nerves
6: Southern Death Cult - False Faces
7: S-Haters - Solitary Habit
8: Headhunters - Bright And Bloody
9: Middle Class- A Skeleton At The Feast
10: Merciful Nuns - The Maelstrom
11: Un Cadavre - Headstones
12: Vex - It's No Crime
13: The Black Veils - (Let's Set The) cities on fire 
14: Moral Hex - The joke's on us

Gothropology is the show that discusses ancient traditions, spirituality, sexuality and regeneration- the guide to come and take you by the hand into unknown pleasures. On the second installment of Wheel of the Year with Griffin Ced, Brit-El and Griffin discuss the pagan high day Imbolc, and the traditions surrounding the return of spring. From the randy Roman origins of Valentine’s Day in Lupercalia to the stirring of returning earthly life force that is Imbolc, tune in for detailed discussion on the true reason for the season. The dark, contemplative “dying times” pass into light with clearing of the mind, surroundings and spirit– “spring cleaning” leading to the strength of will, allowing the primal force and strength of will to go forth and conquer. Griffin discusses further the inspiration that makes individual rites distinct year-by-year, and gives personal insight on his upbringing and experience as a community teacher today.

As the wheel turns, tune in!

Keep your eyes open for rituals, vision quests, classes and more at The Green Man on Facebook and their calendar page.

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Synth-Pop, EBM, Industiral, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

“Let’s Get Started” by Noisuf-X [Invasion]
“Flesh Menagerie (Funker Vogt Mix)” by Informatik [Re_Vision]
“Augen Auf” by Oomph! [Wahrheit oder Pflicht]
“Dead Girls Are Easy” by The 69 Eyes [Back in Blood]
“Fear” by Mind in a Box [Crossroads]|
“Poisonous Friend” by Seabound [Beyond Flatline]
“What’s Love All About (Unpleasantsurprise Mix)” by De/Vision [Popgefahr]
“Body to Body” by Cryo [Mixed Emotions]
“She’s Like Rain and Hate” by Faderhead [FH4]
“Dead Inside (Aesthetic Perfection Remix)” by Ludovico Technique [We Came To Wreck Everything]
“Surviving (Synth Amok Remix)” by Namnambulu [Namnambulu Expansion EP]
“In the Night (Midnight Remix)” by Essence of Mind [In The Night EP]
“I Don’t Care Anymore” cover by Tweaker [Call the Time Eternity]
“Waste of Love” by Ashbury Heights [Three Cheers for the Newlydeads]
“Surrender” by CHROM [Synthetic Movement]
“I’ll Drink Your Blood Tonight” by Totten Mechanismus [Ab Initio]
“Pain Goes By” by Solar Fake [Frontiers]
“Don’t Be Afraid (Alone In The Dark Mix)” by Informatik [Come Together]

Sorry I don't have the time to put together commentary! Hit the donate button and give us a good rating on iTunes. Enjoy a classic set, I was a bit tight on time to download, sort, and listen to much new music. There's a couple of new tracks tossed in though!

More from DJ Depraved

1: Zeraphine - Rain Falls
2: AADF - Demongirl
3: Heimataerde - Dark Dance (Mainfloor)
4: Absurd Minds - Serve or Suffer
5: Ien Oblique - Drowning World
6: Evil's Toy - Virtual State
7: De/Vision - Drifting Sideways (Radio Edit by T.O.Y.)
8: Hungry Lucy - To Kill a King (Oil 10 Mix)
9: Tenek - What Kind of Friend (Grayed Out Mix)
10: Zoon Politicon - Special Kind of Love (Old School Mix)

The Catacombs w/ DJ Gomez

1. Cadra Ash- Inner Strife
2. Inkubus Sukkubus- Vampyre Erotica
3. Switchblade Symphony- Bad Trash
4. Trance to the Sun- The Thinner the Air
5. Mephisto Walz- A Magic Bag
6. Magenta- Secret Sky
7. Hatesex- A Rose Without Eyes
8. The Spiritual Bat- Of Breath and Veils
9. Scarlet's Remains- Metall Heiligenschein
10. Tapping the Vein- Butterfly
11. The Naked and the Dead- Cassandra
12. Super Heroines- Children of the Night
13. Readership Hostile- Ghost Lived Fire
14. The Machine in the Garden- Miserere Mei

Black Out in the Bat House : Episode 27
Dj. Ely Bat

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1: Red Temple Spirits - New Land
2: Ikon- Hallowed Ground
3: Mephisto walz - I want
4: Cinema Strange- Sadist Sagittarius
5: Paul Roland - werewolves of London
6: V2 Berlin - Algo Está Pasando
7: Night Sins- Evangeline
8: Horror Vacui-The Right Cure
9: The French Resistance -  Straight To Death
10:The Estranged - the message
11:Led Er Est- the unkept area
12:Neon - dark age
13:Cassandra Complex - Second Shot

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Synth-Pop, EBM, Industiral, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

“Rose” by Neuroticfish [A Sign of Life]
“Adjust Your Set (Rob Dust Remix)” by Mesh [Automation Baby]
“When I Bite” by Solar Fake [Reasons to Kill]
“Stiletto” by Surgyn [Envy]
“Sulk” by Trust [TRST]
“Sorry (4)” by NamNamBulu [Sorry single]
“When She’s Hungry (Iris Mix) by Seabound [Dependence 2015]
“In the Name of Violence (Sex-O-Sex Version)” by Hocico [In the Name of Violence]
“Everything Ends” by Ground to Dust [Everything Ends]

1 - Monday - 17 Pygmies
2 - Eclipse of the Moon - Short Romans
3 - The Haunting Moon - Lyon in Winter
4 - Drone - Josef K5 - A Good and Useful Life - The Passage
6 - talking Pictures - R.A.F.
7 - Private Crucifixtion - The Chyldren
8 - Warm Leatherette - The Normal
9 - Letters - Gardening by Moonlight
10 - Dim the Lights - No More
11 - No More Sex - Theoretical Girls
12 - Orphans (Live 1978) - Teenage Jesus and the Jersk
13 - Meat Whiplash - Fire Engines
14 - Which Way - I'm so Hollow
15 - Fashion - David Bowie
16 - Federation - Crispy Ambulance
17 - Early Warning - The Contractions

Set I
1 - Fall[out] Rotersand Re-Work - Noyce
2 - Between the Lines - Blutengel
3 - Age after Age - Frozen Plasma
4 - Somebody Neuroticfish
5 - Fake to Be Alive - Solar Fake
6 - Illuminate - Encephalon

Set II
1 - Das Deutsche Schwert - Wumpscut
2 - Born to be Hated - Acylum
3 - Hanging form the Hooks - Mordacious
4 - Tinnitus (Akustikusneurinom Version) - Noisuf-X
5 - Military Fascist Show - Caustic
6 - Torpedo - Chainreactor
7 - Geo-Engineering - The People's Republic of Europe
8 - The Woodsman and the Serpent - iVardensphere

Set III
1 - Endless Nights - Diary of Dreams
2 - Feral Haze - The Harrow
3 - Everything is Sentimental - Drab Majesty
4 - Katarsis - She Past Away
5 - The Rain - Lycia
6 - Dark Hill - Lebanon Hanover

Last Song
Lattice of Coincidence - High-Functioning Flesh

DJ Wyntre Mysteria, previously resident DJ of The Requiem, awakens from slumber to bring you magic in audio form.

1. Rara La Bel Fraicheur De L'Anglade- Legba Nan Baye-A
2. Dead Can Dance- Yulunga (live)
3. Ataraxia- Spiritus Ad Vindictam
4. Rosa Crux- Stairs AnteA
5. Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows- White Bodies
6. Lycia- Excade Decade Decada
7. Requiem In White- Santonin Kiss
8. Mephisto Walz- Nicole
9. Disjecta Membra- Rats
10. Messiahs Of Pain- El Juego
11. The Ancestry- Primeval Grace
12. Beyond The Wall Of Sleep- Atomic
13. Sun God- Ayizan
14. Mimerose Beaubrun- Ogou O Wa De Zanj

Gothropology is an anthropology & psychology-centric show that discusses ancient traditions, spirituality, sexuality and death. Brit-El Mabourakh is your guide to who will come and take you by the hand into unknown pleasures.

Tonight we present the Gothropology Holiday Special. A hearty, lively discussion for the Reason for the Season type of listener. More specifically, Yule, Saturnalia and much more. Griffin Ced, witch father of the Ced Tradition Line, and manager at The Green Man Store is a  good old-fashioned family man. He shares his knowledge and give listeners a hint on what to expect at The Green Man in rituals to come. Tune in- and consider making room in your calendar for Saturday’s Yule ritual.

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic, industiral, ebm and synth pop. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

“Smoke Trails” by Aesthetic Perfection [self-released]
“A Little Love” by Blutengel [The Oxidizing Angel]
“Wishin’ Well” by David Lynch [The Big Dream]
“Singularity” by Cryo [Beyond]
“I Idolize You” by Massive Ego (Modification Edit) [Noise in the Machine]
“Melancholy Friend” by Biomekanik [Violently Beautiful]